New job and new pages

Well I got the job!!! Baring any unforseen obsticals with my refernce check, but I am sure that will be fine. so I am very excited mostly for kensi she gets to make new friends that will be sooo wonderful for her.

also the extra money will be great.

Ok then I have a new page I did for mailinda

Then a page I did with pics from Larry's bday last yr.

Then lastly I made a new desktop (I may be chaging it to often kensi saw it and said another destop mom) but I like this one a lot.

And that is all for now. I off to get some school work done and orginize a little bit.

Have a great day.

Anna

Tagged and Sharing

Today is is good day it is sunny and mostly warm. I am going today to apply for a job at kindercare I am so hoping to get it but I am not sure I have the 8yr old thing to worry about and how much I have to pay for her, but I am keeping my finger crossed and hoping.


Any way I was tagged and I have to write 7 random facts about myself.

• I am addicted to my laptop. I am on the computer first thing in the morning. I wake up reading blogs on my list. and checking my email.




• There are as many pets as people living in my home. Ryan has a dog about 9 yrs old, I have a cat about 3 yrs old and Kensi has a cat about 2 yrs old. and they all made to trip from FL to here when we moved home.




• I love country music. It has so many songs the touch me.




• I wish we still lived in FL. For so many reason, but mostly because it was warmer there. I can not stamd the cold I need to be outside.




• I wish my mom was still alive quite often. My mom has been gone now for 9 yrs. and I miss her sooooo very much.




• I have ALOT of pictures hanging in my house. I love to have them hanging all over the place.




• I had no idea that I knew so little about me. This was very hard I had to thing for a long time to come up with what I did.

Well there you have it, Me and that is all I can be.

And I have a new desktop. I would like to share it is an old picture of kensi and her daddy. She is the most definetly and daddies girl. her world revolves around him.

I love making new desktops.

Well that is all for today. Have a great day.

Anna

A wonderful day

Today was soooooo nice outside we spent most of our day on the porch. I was scrapping and the girls playing. Here is the page I made.

What do you think it is a pic of Kensi from the shoot I did for her 8 yr old pics.

Also I wanted to thank a dear friend Bonnie for such a kind gesture. What a pleasant surprise to find a nice RAK in my mail the other day. She sent me to wonderful books.

Thank you so much Bonnie.

A Quote for you all

I cannot change yesterday. I can only make the most of today, and look with hope toward tomorrow

Till next time.

Anna

My last post was just me rambling after all that is what this blog is for. Today is a new day and I will not look back. I will try my best to be positive and think only good thoughts.

Here is a beautiful website I would like to share it is a really good message.

http://positivepause.com/

And I leave not with a scrapbook page but with a quote.

A women is like a teabag you never know how strong she is until she get into hot water.

and one more

It is not what happens to you it is what you do about it.

With positive thoughts I am off to bed.
Anna

Life goes on

No matter how much a try I still feel like I am sitting here just waiting for my life to happen. Like can this really be all there is. Yes I have a beautiful daughter and I adore her. But still I feel like I was promised more. I know it sounds silly and maybe a little selfish but that is just how I feel. I have no real friends, no one to hang out with no one to talk to. I wake up each day and do the same thing over again. There has to be more. I wake up I feed the kids, I get on line check blogs and email. I pick up the living room I do laundry a feed kids lunch. clean more. Ryan comes home turnson the TV. dinner is done then bed. only to do it all the next day. I feel like.... I don't know what I feel like.

Well that is enough of that I so need to get out of this funk I think, I hope I will soon. It is starting to get nicer outside. So we won't be stuck inside all day.

Anyway I did do a little scraping and that was a nice change I have not done it in so long.

This is from when Angie and I took the girls to to Duluth last year it was so much fun and I very glad we did it.

This one is Lyndsey from last spring it happens to be one of my all time favorite pics that I have ever taken.

This is one a new favorite pages I love the colors and the pics and the saying is so true Ryan and kensi are my life without them I would not be me. they mean the world to me.

Well so long for now.

Anna

Why do I even try?

So just a reminder of what a sucky "family" I have. a couple week back I took a bunch of pics I had taken of the baby, lyndsey and Kensi I paid wiht my own money to get them printed I bought stamps and I addressed the envolpe and sent the pics to my step sister and my dad and step mom. I also at the same time included a hand written note of sympathy on the loss of their mother/grandmother and as a last min thought I asked angie if she wanted to sign the card. I did all of this knowing I would not recive a thank you. However yesterday in the mail angi and lyndsey got a card from my step sister, so did my daughter. It was thanking them for all the nice pics. and then as an after thought she asked angi to thank me for the card. nice huh?

I am soooo very sick of the stupid games.

Anna

So life with little Zoey around is about what I thought is would be. She is a very good baby. Calm and quite she sleeps alot during the day. No matter what I am happy she is here. plus I have a new little model.

Lyndsey is a really good big sister she loves Zoey but for now could really care less.

Same for kensi she could really care less. However I see a little more of her in my when she is around babies. We were watchig and older baby (she was about 4 mo) and Kensi just loved her, She played peek-a-boo and everytime I put her down kensi would pick her up. She was always trying to make her smile. I just know that if we ever get pregnant she will be a really good big sister and a very big help to me.

Speaking of Kensi here is a picture that I got of her. Lover her eyes in this one.

That is all for today. Next time I will share more pics.

Anna