Life goes on

No matter how much a try I still feel like I am sitting here just waiting for my life to happen. Like can this really be all there is. Yes I have a beautiful daughter and I adore her. But still I feel like I was promised more. I know it sounds silly and maybe a little selfish but that is just how I feel. I have no real friends, no one to hang out with no one to talk to. I wake up each day and do the same thing over again. There has to be more. I wake up I feed the kids, I get on line check blogs and email. I pick up the living room I do laundry a feed kids lunch. clean more. Ryan comes home turnson the TV. dinner is done then bed. only to do it all the next day. I feel like.... I don't know what I feel like.

Well that is enough of that I so need to get out of this funk I think, I hope I will soon. It is starting to get nicer outside. So we won't be stuck inside all day.

Anyway I did do a little scraping and that was a nice change I have not done it in so long.

This is from when Angie and I took the girls to to Duluth last year it was so much fun and I very glad we did it.

This one is Lyndsey from last spring it happens to be one of my all time favorite pics that I have ever taken.

This is one a new favorite pages I love the colors and the pics and the saying is so true Ryan and kensi are my life without them I would not be me. they mean the world to me.

Well so long for now.

Anna